Finally! An Answer for 'Where is my Mother in Heaven?'
The silent ache for Heavenly Mother is not a sign of rebellion—it's a call to remember your divine nature.
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Special Online Course for the followers of Larissa Skinner Reed:
It's one of the most whispered questions among devout Latter-day Saint women: "Since we're taught we have a Heavenly Mother, why don't we interact with her more as a church?"
You're not trying to stir the pot. You love the gospel. You honor the prophets. But your soul longs for more.
In this soul-stirring course based on his book The Grand Design, author Justin Bird reveals the eternal pattern behind creation revealed through the words of the scriptures and the modern prophets—and why the divine feminine isn't missing, but mirrored in your own nature. This is not fringe feminism. It's the deep doctrine you've been seeking, explained through the sacred lens of covenant, creation, and identity. The feminine face of God is not absent. It's been woven into you from the beginning.
In this on-demand video course you'll discover:
Divine Nature
Why discovering your own divine nature is the missing key to finding Heavenly Mother—and how this one revelation unlocks the deeper meaning behind both the Fall of Adam and the Atonement of Jesus Christ.
God in Scripture
The astonishing truth about why God appears masculine in scripture—and how this one insight will rewire the way you read the entire Plan of Salvation.
Spiritual Maturity
Why the hunger for a visible Heavenly Mother is not rebellion—but actually the first sign of spiritual maturity most women are never told they've reached.
Creation Pattern
The eternal pattern of creation hidden in your own body—and why mastering this truth unlocks your God-given ability to create worlds (starting with your home, marriage, and soul).
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The Heroine's Journey
How the Heroine's Journey explains your exhaustion, your yearning, and your awakening—and why the Church's silence on the feminine has been quietly preparing you for this exact moment.
Feeling Her Presence
Why trying to "see" Her in form keeps you from feeling Her in truth—and how to finally bridge that gap in a way that's doctrinal, not dangerous.
Divine Power
The sacred reason your obedience hasn't quenched your ache—and the forgotten doctrine that turns your longing into divine power.
What you'll learn in this video course will not only answer the question "Where is my Heavenly Mother?"—it will show you how to experience Her presence in a way that supports, deepens, and magnifies your testimony of the restored gospel.
Who is Justin Bird?
Justin M. Bird is a personal development author and speaker, best known for his book The Grand Design (May 2020). He draws on the concept of "first principles" logic—popularized by thinkers like Elon Musk—to explore how foundational blueprints govern not only material systems but also relationships and identity.
Praise for The Grand Design
"One of the clearest explanations that brings all truth into "one great whole" that can be understood and applied in daily life." — Enoch Sears
"The Grand Design is nothing short of revelatory. Justin Bird distills timeless wisdom into a powerful framework for modern living. This book reawakened my purpose and reshaped how I relate to myself, others, and the Divine." — Samantha Bennett
How the Pre-Order Works
This course is currently in creation and will officially launch on October 1, 2025.
By pre-ordering today, you're not only reserving your spot—you're getting early access at the lowest possible price. The full course will retail for $47, but as part of this limited-time pre-release offer, you can lock in your access now for just $27.
You'll receive an email confirmation immediately, and as soon as the course is released, you'll get lifetime access to all video modules and bonus materials.
Your early support makes this work possible—and as a thank you, you're getting in at nearly 60% off.
Frequently Asked Questions
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Will this course be available later?
Yes, but at a higher price. When the course officially launches on October 1, 2025, the full price will be $47. By pre-ordering now, you lock in lifetime access for just $27. Don't wait—you'll save nearly 60% and be among the first to receive it.
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What if I'm dissatisfied with the course?
If the course doesn't resonate with you for any reason at all, we offer a 100% money-back guarantee. Simply email us at hello@lightenupmedia.com, and we'll process your full refund—no questions asked.
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Is this course Church-approved?
This course is not officially endorsed by or affiliated with The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. It is, however, grounded in the revealed doctrine of the restored gospel and is offered in the spirit of the 13th Article of Faith: "If there is anything virtuous, lovely, or of good report or praiseworthy, we seek after these things." We believe, as Joseph Smith taught, that "all truth can be circumscribed into one great whole."
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How do I access the course?
On October 1, 2025, you'll receive an email with your personal login instructions. You'll then have full, lifetime access to all the course videos.
Is This Course Right For You?
Who is this course for?
This course is for devout Latter-day Saint women (and men) who feel a quiet ache for more—who love the gospel, but long to see the feminine divine in a deeper way. If you've ever felt unseen, confused, or spiritually incomplete when it comes to the identity of Heavenly Mother, this course is for you.
Do I need to be a doctrinal expert to understand this?
Not at all. Justin Bird teaches in a clear, soul-centered way that connects the dots between doctrine, identity, and creation. Whether you're brand new to these ideas or have studied them for years, you'll walk away with new insights and powerful spiritual tools.
Is this course just for women?
No. While many women feel a personal resonance with the topic of Heavenly Mother, the course is designed for all seekers of truth who want to understand the divine pattern of masculinity, femininity, and creation as taught through the restored gospel.